State of Mind

Heart seems to stop, all things become scary, The mind becomes dark, but tired and weary. Both silence and sound makes desperation seem loud, Boundaries and limits arise as hopelessness covers your eyes. The physical pain seems like a hope, the souls deepest corners covered with mould. Uncontrollable horror piercing the soul, No way and no chance to keep the control. You want to scream, to cry and to die, Just to get rid of this moment in time. The beast of depression devourers the past, it covers your essence with dark dirty cloth, It brings you these feelings that you can’t avoid. The future seems hopeless the dreams disappear, No joy and no pleasure can come to you near. Your all in his grasp the powerless being, It takes away all sense and all meaning.