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Some Never Do Come Home

You tell me what's illegal! Nothing can be illegal to me because whatever has been done, this life can never set me free, and that should be illegal for those fame seeking legislators who sent me off to war. They keep searching for the packet I have hidden in my jacket. Society can gaol me but that will never stop me. for every touch is heaven and every smoke is peace. These days you will see where I have been, for the bottles been abused, and yesterday is news. There's a woman often hurt, living in suburban Heidelberg, raising our children on her own - in a rented home. I took her to my nightmare until she couldn't bear, to stand with me once more - beside me in my war. I’m feeling the pain around Christmas, or when the winter rain does fall. I left hell to come home and live with my back against the wall - The welcome mat's extended but I always feel I'm alone. When you go to war - you never do come home. Contorted faces that expired. The Devil laughs in smoke and fire. Exploding head with every shell. Crooked fingers beckon me to hell - My sights set on eternity. Death is one step ahead of me. The images, images, images of pain! Every night I see them all again That's why I'm here where I am. She wasn't there so she can't understand - but I thank her for her shoulder and her hand. I’m feeling the pain around Christmas, or when the winter rain does fall. I left hell to come home and live with my back against the wall - The welcome mat's extended but I always feel I'm alone. When you go to war - you never do come home.

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Date: 12/10/2020 1:59:00 PM
A sad but realistic piece for many Lindsay, very well-penned with good imagery and fine expression. well done! Blessings always, Gordon
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Lindsay Laurie
Date: 12/11/2020 4:37:00 PM
Thank you Gordon ... war changes people and not for the good. It must be terrible to be amongst the killing and mayhem - catch you soon Gordon - Lindsay
Date: 12/6/2020 10:38:00 AM
Back in the 50s, I was walking down a street in Bonn when the air pressure changed; I hit the sidewalk and rolled up against a building to find it was just a sonic boom. When I looked up to see if anyone had seen me, I found myself inches away from a elderly man who stuck out his tongue and said, "What a disgusting way for people to live!" Generations have come and gone, but war never ceases! Aloha! Rico
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Lindsay Laurie
Date: 12/11/2020 4:35:00 PM
Hello Rico ... no, war is a constant. There would be not be one day on this earth when a war theater wasn't active somewhere. I can see why you did what you did why you do - thank you Rico - Lindsay
Date: 12/5/2020 8:19:00 PM
Do true Lindsay, it stays with you.
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Lindsay Laurie
Date: 12/11/2020 4:31:00 PM
G'day Tom ... I don't think too many do recover from a living nightmare. It never leaves these poor souls - thanks Tom - Lindsay
Date: 12/5/2020 5:01:00 PM
I can imagine how difficult it is coming back home after going to war. How does one settle down, all these images rant and rave in you head in the day and at night are nightmares. Wonderful poem, No they never come back. Blessings and hugs Lindsay, Jennifer.
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Lindsay Laurie
Date: 12/11/2020 4:29:00 PM
Hello Jennifer ... this verse was dedicated to a couple of friends after coming home from Vietnam. They have never recovered from the trauma - thanks Jennifer - Lindsay

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