Sleepless Night

Teardrops, bagged eyes, a way of sin
The mirror reveals a lost eternal soul
A conniving move against tonight's phantom glow
Voices circle the insomniac moon
Like magic and beauty, "She's Gone With the Wind."

The idea of love, 
broken like yesterday's wishbone.
She is leaving today, her arms, my shelter
Her wings are now immense.
Beauty --- she's gone forever! 
Never will she suffer-
Never will she return-
All I have are lost memories,
tracing what is left.
One final deep breath
tequila vice to wash away the pain.....

At Last, Now I See!
Under the drunken stars 
I had an epiphany 
Stricken like a match
A sunken treasure 
At Last, I Knew
You did not belong in there,
you were there for the taking
Frail and sick, no longer sane.
Memories lost, no longer - her
My Mother! 

What has become of her? 
You're a demon, who played us all
Made us cry, while she slowly withered away

The way you laid waste to her body
Nipping both legs, feeding her through tubes

She rapidly forgot our names' our faces'
I hate you, Alzheimer
I hate the way you took her the first time!
I hate you, Death
I hate the way you claimed her final days!

Sleepless nights and pillowed feathers,
Caress a precious moment around my tender skin
Pretending my mother tucked them in
Anything to help me get past my sleepless nights
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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Smith Avatar
May 15, 2024 at 1:07 PM
A cup of kindness here. And in every word a sign of wanting others to take heart and look deeper for the memories more precious than gold that that those now lost left us. Cant remember the full quote but basically says building up a store of good memories is key to getting through difficult times. Best regards David in NZ
Shinde Avatar
October 25, 2017 at 5:03 AM
Amazing poem and beautifully expressed and I am really speechless!!!!!
Mohammed Avatar
November 7, 2016 at 11:05 AM
very beautifully written show to learn from you read my poem '' i miss you so much'' and correct me thanks and great to meet you
Robinson Jr. Avatar
October 7, 2016 at 12:09 AM
A very memorable, yet tenderly sad poem, Linda. I feel the pain and the angst in the writer's voice. You paint a tapestry of images w/words so poignant and beautiful. You are a poetic artist par excellence. You got the gift for sure. Great write, and a powerful issue to bring to light, for us to speak our mind on such a dreadful scourge. Love your work. Love always and forever, my dear.
Grasso Avatar
September 27, 2016 at 8:35 AM
Brings back sad memories of my mom's last years. But it also allows me to recall the joy of a lifetime of love she gave all of her family and friends. Congratulations, Linda! ...Fran
Daniel Avatar
September 27, 2016 at 8:29 AM
Very touching write, Linda, congratulations on a well deserved win:)
Allison Avatar
September 27, 2016 at 8:01 AM
I had tears in my eyes reading this again Linda - it hits home so hard:-( many congrats:-) hugs jan xx
Scars Avatar
September 27, 2016 at 7:33 AM
Congrats on your placement PD :)-luloo
Bale Avatar
September 14, 2016 at 10:07 AM
This is so beautiful and touching...actually left me with tears. Love the way feelings are expressed ...I am able to feel every feeling as I read
Kriticos Avatar
July 28, 2016 at 1:03 AM
I don't envy you for what you went through here. I do however envy the way you can write, expressing your emotions in a raw, honest verse. 10,000 clicks on this one nice!
Bankson Avatar
July 27, 2016 at 6:32 AM
This is why I stopped reading you,I was laughing twenty seconds ago.Seriously though I think you stole one of my journals.They said my Mamaw,my Baby,wouldn't make it six weeks.I moved back and we kept each other laughing for four years.She was one-hundred and four months,she left on April Fool's Day,my Papaw's birthday.I think she did that on purpose..j.k.kinda,she was amazing!She always thought I was her husband.As always great write and my sympathies.I pray thats fiction but don't think so>Jai
Rogers Avatar
April 4, 2016 at 9:01 PM
Tugged at my heart strings. The feeling is undescribable.
Biswal Avatar
March 25, 2016 at 2:06 PM
I really shivered reading this poem... Words can't express how beautiful your thinking is... I just loved it...
Poet Avatar
January 7, 2016 at 4:19 PM
Profound and sad. I loved it though.
Joseph Avatar
January 4, 2016 at 4:35 AM
nice poem...... it evokes a feeling of fear in me going through the lines.... of a truth death is cruel
Dew Avatar
October 3, 2015 at 3:08 PM
Amazing Linda, loved this one, :)
Gasun Avatar
August 5, 2015 at 12:07 PM
I feel you in this outstanding poem of yours my dearest sis. I know, you love your mom sooo much. I'm so honored and grateful to read it again. Hugging it lovingly and you.Thank you so much! Many warm congrats both on your win and this priceless gem. Stopping by as well to say Hello, send smiles, hugs and kisses, thanking you for the mail and everything. God bless you my loving sis! love lots forever sis-BFF Leo
Callus Avatar
August 4, 2015 at 7:53 AM
Pleased to be back with congratulations, Linda! Enjoyed reading this powerful write once more. ~ paul
A. Sharma Avatar
August 2, 2015 at 11:09 PM
Superb write PD A that's so worthy of great win! Big congrats!
Smith Avatar
August 2, 2015 at 7:02 PM
So sad Linda...I went through this with my father....congrats on the win
A  Avatar
August 2, 2015 at 4:14 PM
I know this poem is real. :( SKAT
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August 2, 2015 at 1:49 PM
A real gem, Linda. Congrats! hugs
Roper Avatar
August 2, 2015 at 12:44 PM
Heart breaking and powerful write, a 7 and congratulations on your win hugs eve
Y. Avatar
August 2, 2015 at 9:15 AM
PD, I just stopped by to say congratulations on your mood contest win. :-)Alexis
Allison Avatar
August 2, 2015 at 8:07 AM
such a powerful write Linda congrats on your win:-) hugs Jan xx
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