Sinking

I have been taught to sink

Into duck feather

And

Bath water

Into easy to get

Hard to do

Into dreamless nights

Into sitting in a worn out armchair

My hips can’t squeeze into

And going nowhere.

Like rocks in pockets

Of sad people

Taking trips to the ocean

I have been taught to sink

 .

I have always struggled

Maybe it is the way that I carry

My weight

Or maybe it is the way

That I carry  

Every word

That ever meant a thing

Like great helium balloons

Floating above my head.

By the time the sun reaches me

It is coloured and scattered

Like confetti.

Or maybe it is the way

That I carry thoughts

Like great orange water wings

Cold plastic digging in to armpits.

Or maybe it is the way

That my legs

Kick

Like they are going somewhere

Even if somewhere

Is just

Not

Down.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2013

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