Sideline

I've always wondered as I gotten older why we set on the sideline While some are better than others Loved more. Memories they have to last a lifetime, never showing my true feelings as life continue on. Here comes the sadness of life's time coming to a end. Im lost as its tearing apart inside wondering why what happened why my sister and I what makes us so different.Yet we stand close enough to hear his breath does he feel me there, Or am I bound to the sideline of life.