Sick of Crying

We always meet when it’s hot My heart begins to pound I wipe the sweat from my brow It ‘s only if you were for me I for you I autumn winds blow whispers The holidays grow closer I become so lonely so year after year It’s all that was meant to be For you and for me I am so sick of crying Hearing the pain The nearness and pain of yesterday It was all supposed to be swept away Then like a strike of a match The flame burns dry The emotions that fuel my laughter and desire Are kicked all aside Why did you do it Why do play with my insides Hey c’mon girl You know that you know it It’s either dollar signs or streets of what you can not pave You bruised a heart And it is all too real I am so sick of crying Tired to feel I lick my wounds but they will never heal You will never shed a tear in that heart at bronzed in black I’m a charcoal reminder until the next one You will never look back I’m so tired…..