Shovel

Shovel
I am dressed in black
wearing a black veil
and black long gloves

There’s a ditch beside me
I roll you with one of my feet
It’s hard,
You refuse to roll over

You get stuck, unwilling to roll over
making me sweat,
torturing  me some more,
abusing me some more
Not wanting to love me anymore
some more, never more?
 
I manage to roll you on your back
Your crystal eyes as cold as ice
look into mine
and say no more

In the end,
You give in and roll into the ditch 
A foul smell rises into the air

Taking the shovel, it cuts my hands with its rust
the blood drips down onto your face
Still………..a frozen expression
a blank expression
a no expression

With difficulty, I put the shovel deep into the dirt
raising it into the air, I throw as much as possible
onto the dead corpse
Its legs, arms begin to disappear first
and then your crystal eyes that are sharp as knives

I take a white cross and push it down hard
on the head of the grave
I howl like a dog
I wail as the tears run down my cheeks
as I put one of my bloody hands into the other


I am a widow
Pale complexion
Why do I live while you are dead?
Why do I suffer alone?
Why am I not in that ditch with you?
Beside you? With you? Beside you
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Alexandropoulou Avatar
May 19, 2016 at 4:39 AM
Powerful choice of words. Strong images very successfully evoking your messages. I liked it very much!
Rodrigues Avatar
May 7, 2016 at 9:03 AM
Wow! Great imagery. Haunting.
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