SHOULD I BLOOM NOW?

Winters are ending And the spring is coming up The time has come for me To bloom fully. Its easy to say But hard to act For those who just say And they don't act. Waited for long To bloom on this day But its hard to try And harder to decide. Made the dreams While enclosed in it (bud) So happy then To think of it. Now I realized Why its so hard to act So afraid to venture anew Don't know where I'd bloom. And after some time I'd wither away Like mist in winters' morning When the sun comes up. I'd die too soon Without seeing everybody I wouldn't witness every season And every weather in this world. So I don't want to bloom And remain hidden From everyone Just like the feelings that are invisible. But, Its so easy to fail And so hard to try Why should I take the first one too early? Maybe life's too short Maybe not seeing everybody Maybe not witnessing every season or weather; But I'd bloom. I'd bloom To show my 'internal beauty' to others To show my strength in storms To show I had live my life to the fullest Before I fall off and die.