Shades of Life

love
i used to think it was measured
by the depths of one's eyes
the swells that formed
when blue turned gray
a cloudy day
with the taste of
warm summer rain

rain
how i loved to feel it
splashing against my face
washing all my secrets
into the puddles of mud
that looked dirtier
than i felt

feelings
i never knew they came assorted
like gummy-bears and rainbows
i only knew one
but i learned it well

learning
i guess you taught me well
i could out run fists
and fits of rage
while not only talking
but sassing back
like some spoiled teen

teens
i remember mine well
loved the color red
and how it dripped
in finger-paintings
on half-slit wrists
now riddled with scars

scars
yeah, i have a few
more than others
but who's counting
except 
when counting 
one's last breath of air

air
i loved to feel it
warm little breaths
kissing my cheek
in the height of day
but at night
i hated the exhale
it fell too often
like me

me
i guess i never knew love
not until you were gone
from my life

life
seems to blend
differently now
in an assortment
of colors
i never knew
existed

existence
means
no longer liking red

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Makama Avatar
March 5, 2016 at 10:58 AM
Wonderful! Wonderful! So so so wonderful....
Hamilton Avatar
February 7, 2016 at 10:35 AM
really deep insight shown here Sandra excellent pen so nice to see you at my page hugs 7
Marcum Wong Avatar
February 3, 2016 at 12:26 AM
A lady of deep layers. To peal them back is to get to know the real you. This poem is stunning! I love it! #7
Bordner Avatar
May 6, 2014 at 12:44 PM
Your strength is violet, your pain is delicious, and healthy for me. To write like this you must be in love with the colors of life. You are officially a new FAVORITE POET of mine Sandra. I really respect your passion, and dark and deep shades on the surface of brite beauty. J.A.B.
Shiells Avatar
May 1, 2014 at 10:22 AM
Hello Sandra, Your writing is so descriptive and honest and so full of emotion. Your a great writer~ You are quickly becoming one of my fav poets. What a powerful write and I appreciate you sharing this poem with us here. Peace, Deborah
Merrill Avatar
April 23, 2014 at 12:42 AM
What an awesome write, Sandra. Goes on my fav list. Very nice, my friend. Peace, Mel :)
Dietrich Avatar
April 18, 2014 at 8:42 PM
Dang it, when you commented to me today, I was hoping you had finally got your muse back!!! but it's been three months now. Come on, Sandra!!!! You gotta write again.
Lamoureux Avatar
April 18, 2014 at 4:36 PM
This one is worthy of multiple reads. Depending on my mood I can see even deeper layers.
Lamoureux Avatar
April 3, 2014 at 8:32 PM
Dropping by to say hello, I hope all is well with you.
Dietrich Avatar
March 7, 2014 at 10:45 PM
wow, Sandy. how did I ever miss THIS one. So good to see that you had posted a new one lately. I love this, and I'm sorry you had to experience crap like this in your life.
Lamoureux Avatar
February 23, 2014 at 9:20 AM
Hi Sandra, I enjoyed this on so many levels, like you it is truly exceptional. So glad I read it again. I like how each stanza was connected to the last line of the previous Stanza.
Williams Avatar
February 22, 2014 at 2:20 PM
Sandra I like the way you mauve through emotions and life and each stanza is a journey in itself..well done...David
Kamoonpuri Avatar
February 17, 2014 at 2:13 PM
Aha i see sensational creativity here! Sublime muse makin for a great poem. A bit in dark red in one stanza but the poetic effects comparison is impresive.
Roth Avatar
February 10, 2014 at 11:56 AM
This is what a poem should be. It should be laced with vivid imagery. Great write. Your pain and joy speaks colors eternally. Thank you for this poem.
Watson Avatar
February 6, 2014 at 7:50 PM
A very good read, Thank you .
Lamoureux Avatar
February 5, 2014 at 9:14 AM
Dropping by to say hi. Hi
Carroll Avatar
January 25, 2014 at 3:09 PM
Hi Sandra, Don't know how I missed reading this gem of a poem..
Peterson Avatar
January 22, 2014 at 11:30 AM
I believe you have concentrated more emotion through concentrated recollection and reminiscence than any poem I've read in some time. This is something to savor and read again and again. Guess you could say I liked it.
Mehta Avatar
January 12, 2014 at 5:01 AM
enjoyed THE WRITE ON THE COLORS OF LIFE, sANDRA
Muitherero Avatar
January 12, 2014 at 3:36 AM
Things are what they are all the while that we thought that they were what we thought
Lamoureux Avatar
January 11, 2014 at 1:41 PM
I am glad you no longer like red. This one slices into my heart. I am transported by the sadness yet tethered to the underlying hope. As always you write brilliantly. Hugs Rick.
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