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Series Finale

A comedy in the making with all your selfish taking and ever ending faking a constant sense of breaking I laugh at the thought of another woman's calls echoing, echoing within my house, against my walls I laugh at your gratitude of me loving you and you never getting that it was so true I laugh at your secrets that everyone knew you making me think I was the only one true I laugh at the poster boy with "BALLS" on his face passed out on the couch in very bad taste My moving, you thought was just for you The letter "V" on my new tattoo The fact I was ashamed for loving you Your constant sense of paranoid Me behaving like a total android I laugh at me wanting to kill myself what a stupid pathetic cry for help and you get kudos for scoring with a m.i.l.f. I laugh at myself behaving like a child giving up the power to own my own smile It's funny!!! So funny!!! Can't you see, had we sold the series we'd be rich as can be!!!! and you would never have felt like you were using me. We played the game wrong, listened to way too many songs Your constant begging and crying trying to get into my thong You got off on the fact that you thought it was so wrong Never even considering we could belong Missing your face, your laugh and your smile Seeing you now in a distant never ending mile I was always fair, never putting you on trial My wrongest wrong was me, being in denial I was judged and convicted only by me This I now understand and can finally see I am NOT ashamed, but can take all the blame and I absolutely know loving you was NOT in vain and the fact that I do does NOT make me insane Your mind goes in circles, your love is so deep I remember, I remember that I will always keep Your so much stronger than you think not a stupid boy, throwing up in my kitchen sink or a selfish child who disappears in a wink You have much compassion, I've seen it I know and the fact that you don't, well...that really blows It's me, it's my turn... I write the Series Finale It's not going to end down some deep cold dark ally I say it's a comedy filled with hope, laugher; some sorrow Not a drama filled with agony, despair and our hearts being borrowed I love you, it's true, I simply just do So remember this comedy every episode, all it's clues and laugh at me, as I laugh at you It keeps life fresh and always new

Copyright © | Year Posted 2007




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Date: 4/2/2016 1:14:00 AM
Well done, Cyndi. LINDA
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Date: 8/18/2015 11:39:00 PM
Cyndi, I like this very much SKAT
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