Separate

Started popping back the pills, Knowing I don't believe a word on the box, Such a headache, pounding mistake lingering on the brain. It will happen when you least expect, Unsure of the strength, another aspect to find my complaints, It was a sad shot, people with phones can't get away from, Capturing each moment ignoring the unwanted, Feeling my wrongdoings slapping my face from readily pictured, Relived every step... Let me put this down in words... I was beaten beside you looking out the window, Surely there's more to this so it's decided, I listened to the voices that never gave up, You'll be happier, you'll find your want, Gathering the courage to start fresh for it must be correct, For the stars are aligned, moving supposedly forward they're still stuck, "Parallax" False prophets, crawling across the carpet, for the sake of it, Because I can still do it, those closed doors never shut, Spiders out in force, got my eye on one now they've become my friend, Find a good place to cast your web, There has been some downright pitiful attempts, wasted energy on setting up anew Looking after the joints left as I've recently felt the whisper of death... I thought I was ready to leave, Waiting for the departure but got bored of being weak, pushing the signs to back of the mind, not sure what's next but wasted enough time as it is... "Body' last a little longer, I'm back on your side.