Self Destructive

I'm self destructive a ticking time bomb
I'm impatient and impulsive with a lot of feelings
Mixed into  a delicious cocktail so sweet and creamy
sure does taste good at first but after so many sips of me
I'm too intense for you too heavy on you
now you put me down thinking I'm not good for you
you say baby its not you its me but I know all too well

"baby its not you its me" says my anxiety sarcastically 
My heart cries as my brain just stands there and watches

Now I'm just half drunk and feeling empty
Like u took something from me 
Now I'm here wishing you could pour back into me
Like you needed me, when I ruined it
Now your just a lesson when i look back at it
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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