Second Thoughts

Can't tell him how I truly feel He will not think I am being real It's not perfect timing for us I bet We can't get married yet He has my heart But my brains wondering I'm all he wants in life He wants me to be his wife We still need time to grow Oh how I miss him so Yes he's my first love God sent him from up above Life is about connecting the dots And I know he completes my puzzle Him and I met for a reason During that holiday season Six long years ago Feels like eternity though Maybe I should just let this breakup be Oh how badly he wants to grow old with me Six years we been together I thought it would last forever He holds a special place in my heart Is arguing enough to keep us apart What do I do Stay away or make the call Oh how I made the fall I fell in love with a guy Is it time to say goodbye The decision I make is key It will change my eternity Keep my distance Or hold onto him tight When will I see the light Is he Mr. Right? I can write about him and I all day Oh how my days have been gray Why is life so tough Is our relationship that rough No one understands us They just see all the fuss I know he is the one for me The only man I want to see He makes me feel just right When I sleep next to him at night I think about him all day long And when he use to sing me a song Three weeks is just too long Was this breakup over due Or is it just for a few Days weeks months years It brings me so many tears I have this sadness in my heart How long will we be apart Will we speak tomorrow Or will my day be filled with sorrow I'll just have to wait and see What God has in store for me