Recovery

I've been Numb inside since he died Even though I'm frozen I can still feel the pain Times like these I wish I could just lose all circulation. I though he was immortal but I was wrong He showed me exactly how fragile humans are I broke that day when he died piece by piece I fell to the ground Like London bridges I fell down and kept falling for too long It took a while for me to realize that he's gone but I'm not. I'm fixable. Not all of me will be exactly the same. But life is not over for me. Sometimes I still need to remember. Maybe I'm still in recovery.