Raped

Foot on my head face to the ground I scream out for help but no ones around hand on my mouth the other on my throat I just wanted to commit suicide I should’ve left a note scared for my life praying he doesn’t have a knife once I saw his twisted smile my mouth began to fill with bile Nasty pedophile, he’ll be locked up for a while I don’t want to die I just want to end the pain memories of that night are forever in my brain they’re driving me insane It’s killing me inside swallowing me like high tide I can’t believe how hard I cried felt so used part of me has died *found this in my diary from the third time I was raped at age 12, I'm 16 now* Enjoy