Psycho

I'm not normal. This isn't a surprise, but I'm really not *normal*. I love crime shows, I love reading dark romance, I think about what if my life was a dark romance novel? I know it's crazy. I also know it'll never happen. But that would be so...fun. Having an S/O chase you through the woods, stalk you every minute of every day, be so possessive that they kill for you. It's crazy to think about. But I feel like it's become a want, now. I know it'll never happen, not in this lifetime. But I can't help but think about it, fantasize about it all the time. I've become so obsessed with love, that I've started thinking in two different ways of love. The sweet, loving, wholesome side, and then the unhinged, deranged, dark side. I know I'm a psycho, I know I've become a masochist. But how insane can one get, before it becomes too much? Before society deems it unhealthy? How far...am I able to go?