Prolegomena Soliloquy - Pt 1
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Prolegomena Soliloquy - Pt 1
Daniel Henry Rodgers
Even pain though it breaks us
is a bell that tolls for meaning.
Your suffering, your losses, your rage—
are they the tantrums of atoms
or something far more sacred
a cry for justice in a world that promises none?
If justice is false then why do we hunger for it?
And if love is chemical, why does it outlast death? - Poet
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Tell me, my friend,
does infinity not unsettle your reason,
or is it a comfort—to believe it meaningless?
Look beyond the rust of your disbelief—
this isn’t the frostbitten dogma you imagine.
This is the marrow of things,
the architecture of why.
I will not shout down your doubt,
for doubt itself is holy—
when it seeks.
But you must tell me,
where does your faith in chance find its footing?
How does a void birth a universe
that can ask the question *“why?”*
How does nothingness
dream of everything?
You speak of time
as if it were an architect without a blueprint,
a mason with no stone,
as if the cradle of quarks and leptons—
driftwood in an aimless tide—
could sculpt itself into sonnets of DNA,
into the calculus of longing,
into hands that fold
not just in hunger,
but in hope.
**Accident**, you say?
Do accidents compose symphonies?
I have mapped the double helix,
traced the phosphate spine like a pilgrim's path
through deserts of nucleotides,
and yet—
not one formula tells me why
a mother sings before her child can even mimic sound,
why music, intangible and unmeasurable,
moves us to tears,
why a symphony composed by deaf hands
speaks to souls across centuries,
why a widow still sets two plates
long after the other seat stays still.
Tell me,
have you ever touched beauty and felt it—
not with your hands
but with your pulse,
a knowing that beauty is real
and cannot lie?
You speak of science as though it is your fortress,
but do you not see—
science is but a keyhole,
a narrow gaze into a cathedral unbuilt by man?
They call it the anthropic principle—
our universe, custom fit—
as if probability could love us,
as if the cosmic dice...
Is it not strange that the dice rolled once,
and the numbers fell infinite
in favor of us?
Tumbling blind through void,
would roll out gravity just right,
carve carbon’s precise lattice,
stretch the strong nuclear force to bind—
not an inch too much,
not a breath too less—
and yet,
do your numbers weep for joy at such precision?
Can atoms, indifferent, colliding—
yet arranging themselves to think,
to dream,
to love?
And what of history—
not the brittle scrolls of forgotten empires,
but the blood-scrawled pages of one life,
nailed between heaven and earth
when the Passover moon hung low over Golgotha,
and Tacitus took note,
and Pliny questioned,
and Josephus, though reluctant, wrote His name.
A myth does not leave empty tombs
that confound centuries,
nor burial linens folded with intent,
nor does it transform a cowering band of fishermen
into fearless heralds before kings unshaken.
A myth does not incite
a hundred witnesses to martyrdom,
does not birth a movement that outlives empires,
does not see skeptics—
like James and Paul—
fall to their knees,
trading doubt for devotion.
You say, *"Love is chemistry."*
Dopamine, oxytocin,
a trick of the limbic past—
Yet, tell me—
why does the martyr march to the stake?
Why does the old man in a cold prison cell
scrawl words for a people he will never see?
And why, after thirty silver pieces,
does a man return them with trembling hands
before stepping into the night alone?
What of Gödel, examining proofs
of an infinite mind behind the mind?
What of Flew, the atheist
who found God in DNA?
What of Penrose, speaking of consciousness
beyond mere matter?
What of Kepler, Galileo, Newton, Collins, Lennox—
men and women who, in measuring orbits
and falling apples,
found their knees bent beneath the weight
of knowing they were known?
What if all your doubt
was nothing more
than a crying child
seeking milk?
And what of evil—
if there is no God,
then why do we call it evil at all?
Why does the murderer run,
why does the thief hide,
why does the world groan
under the weight of its own darkness?
Is it not the absence of good,
a shadow cast only by something real?
And if He stayed His hand
from allowing choice,
would love itself not wither
into mere automation?
Is not free will the soil
where both evil and virtue take root,
and is He not the one who redeems
even the darkest soil?
Would you call injustice mere miscalculation,
or suffering just statistical inevitability?
What if the voice you resist
is the one that stitched your every synapse,
and the question lodged in your chest
is not a rejection,
but a reaching?
I have seen men die empty,
and I have seen them die full—
and those who go with His name on their lips
do not clutch at the air in the end.
Tell me,
why does this chase you?
Why does every civilization
etch eternity into its bones?
Why does the longing for meaning
gnaw at even the most stubborn skeptic?
Why, if all is chance,
does your heart demand
justice,
purpose,
love?
Why, if all is entropy,
does your own soul resist—
against the wind?
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Copyright © Daniel Henry Rodgers | Year Posted 2025
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