Primal Voices and Choices

Paranoia feeds on dark roots. In full bloom, everything and everyone that happens against me happens for a sinister conspiratorial reason. This is my felt conjecture, to which I respond by struggling against trust in Other's monopolistic monocultural Wins, so I might survive to tolerate yet another scrappy day of paranoia. Pronoia feeds on everything and everyone not out to get me but more in to let me happen for a blessed season with which I am invested to resonate, including my fair share of struggling with, but not against, my WinLose enculturation so we might thrive to mutually WinWin yet another multiculturing polypathic Beloved Community Way. This is our primal ecopolitical choice, Both-And over Either-Or, made each moment in time's evolving articulation deep learning incarnation of days and nights within this not-paranoia and not-pronoia in-between identity, risk with opportunity conjectural life. Conservative LeftBrain Either-Or sees a bipolar world of either I am saved or demonic, either I am part of the solution or part of the problem, either I am True or I am False, only pretending to be True to get you to become False. Liberating Elder RightBrain Both-And fluid feelings multi-sensually engage in a dipolar EarthTribe in which I experience pronoia on healthy days and paranoia on more challenging days, I am an integral and authentic organic part of EarthTribe's living win/win resolution and part of an irreligious ecocidal global problem, I sometimes feel unconditional warm regard with peak win/win opportunities to Trust and usually also feel win/lose risks of MisTrust and occasionally paranoid panic with deep dissociative valleys of shadows of death, lose/lose despairing DisTrust. But, even should this become bipartisan political science, bicameral neuropsychology, bilaterally conjectured co-intelligence, let us not delude ourselves into a hypnotic state of academic neutrality, ambivalently pretending either choice is equally healthy, when ecocidal outcomes are so clearly etched in patriarchal bones of troubling dissociative history. Love's mutual promise clearly points toward evolutions embracing elegant polyculturally resonant healthy democratic systems furthering win/win wealth, while paranoid fundamentalist God v Man terror degenerates toward further traumatic pathology, afraid of our own anthro-suprema-cast dark blaming mind v shameful body Conjecturing fundamentally irreligious punishing paranoid shadows.