Prayer of a Broken Heart

Dear lord how do I forget a memory I want to keep My friends say how can I still remember him after all that he had done to break my heart Lord I don't want to forget him, with all the bad memories I had great ones too. I don't want to forget him, Lord, I love him still. Yes I know he's moved on, they all keep reminding me but I can't move on. They tell me the best way to heal your heart is to find someone else.. I don't want that I remember the good time's lord ... I remember love and happiness we had It's hard to believe that love dies in his heart and that he has moved on... I keep wondering why...but it's all in your perfect plan. I see my friends with great loves and I wonder why not us... All I can do is cry and pray. Lord my God I know he's taken but I can't stop praying for him to come back in my arms once more. I love him, Lord... I love him Lord I know it's your choice father and you know all things but I still love him... Father take my hands because the journey is rough... Sadness lives in my heart Father its easy for some people to walk away but I still remember the promises and the love we once had and still hope for Father, I look to you for understanding We all make mistakes I guess this is mine to believe that love exists in the heart of a cheating man. Can a man change Lord? Change him father Father, my God you said to forgive and I have You said to love and I have, teach me, Lord, to understand your wisdom Father, I keep asking myself was I the only one happy or this is just karma father, break the spell lord forgive me of any sins. .. I want to cry, lord. It hurt so much to love him still. Lord, I know you can change all things because I don't believe you would take away my hope and happiness ... He's happy and I am lost in goodbye, crying day and night... The sadness in my broken heart. Father you said ask and it will be given, knock and the door will be open, seek and you will find...father change him in an honest and loving man and send him home to me Lord. Lord all I want for him is happiness so no matter what keep him happy with his new found love. My lord my God teach me how to let go if that's your will... Father, I leave this in your hands I know your will, will be done AMEN