Positive

I will try to keep positive even though I don't want to live without you near my side... something in me has died I will try to be positive I'll even try to give to the ones who deserve it most I don't mean to be prideful and boast I will try to be positive believe in me... My face isn't that massive doubt still drowns me here and there I cry happy tears without a care I will try to be positive I will try to keep positive I will try... I will try... I will try to be positive time flies... Oh my... I will try not to sorrowfully cry I let out a smile and a sigh why oh why do I even try? but...I will try to be positive for once it's my choice to do so, so give me a chance thoughts of loneliness and insecurity still come and go thoughts of unhappiness will not stop me from feeling glee though I will try... I will try to be positive... I'm fine...I'll live...I'll live... I won't cry... I'm just super indecisive... typical of me to wish you were mine...but, I will believe as long as I live... I strive to give... Positivity while I still live...