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Phoneless Temporarily

In the past, I was phoneless I showed my dissatisfaction and sadness Just by my facial expressions and foolish actions Thank you, oh Lord of Accord, for an iPhone – Now, it’s fulfilling my satisfactions… I was on my own, but not alone Life’s a wild, wild roller coaster… I got to be dreaming…life isn’t such a disaster… I just don’t wanna feel like I did this yesterday’s tomorrow… Phoneless… stuck in between in the mess of distress and childish sorrow Everything, but you, have been on my mind lately Frankly, I wanted you to take me all the way…I just wanna flee…take me to the place of paradise…water me down with your chorus of merry elation… You released me from the cage of catastrophe…I was burning up in the flames of uncertainty…I’m counting to infinity, trying to express my frustration… Somehow…bestow… Upon me happiness and gratification, not your guilt and woe I wanna see you smile For a while… I’d run an extra mile Just to see you shine on Like the break of dawn Oh come on! Bring it on – Shine upon me, glory-beaming sun! My anger has evaporated suddenly . .. … …. ….. My regrets and pangs of pressures collapse upon the floor out of nowhere I thought the voices in my head were all in my head…they whispered words of wisdom, comfort and delight…maybe they were demons in angel’s robes – my cheerfulness was frozen with despair, but I was young and without a care…I didn’t care if I didn’t play by the rules – I-I think I thought life was so unfair… My heart isn’t thundering…thumping…throbbing so violently and apprehensively In the past, I was phoneless… Feeling hopeless…helpless…making little progress… Feeling less than perfect…I detected my imperfections I was lost, but now I’m found…I was blind in love, but now I see true love…I know the true meanings of ‘no’ and ‘yes’…I must confess, I have already figured out my life from this present time to the deep, deep future…I passed the test due to trying my very best…I’ve tried to keep pace, outrunning people on this life’s arduous race; I’ve went on this expedition of living a life in other people’s shoes and I got to say – it’s a blessed breeze to be me – I won’t lie, I’ve been making istakes all of my life, but my body, mind, heart and soul is at ease and it’s overflowing with hopefulness Show me some direction, oh Graceful God; Satan has been giving me vague directions After failure comes success After losing, there’s a chance to win After happiness follows distress After going through the dark phases, we go through the light phases Life will throw at you curved balls, But you have to break the walls That has been separating you from the grass on the other side…the sun is shining sympathetically towards my way Stay by my side, angel – you caught my eye from afar… Your astounding auras...was always a delectable, chocolaty treat to consume…day after day, I’ve been praying to be someone more than what I am now…for now, I’m happy and carefree in my shoes…no longer phoneless in the future…I want to be like this forever without a dash of dismay

Copyright © | Year Posted 2014




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Date: 10/11/2014 8:35:00 AM
David, did you get an iPhone? If so, I wouldn't be surprised if you write a bit less. These tools can be quite engrossing. In any case, keep up all your fine work.
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Date: 10/12/2014 12:44:00 AM
I will keep up my work. Thank you. I'm quite a beserk guy these days if you know what I mean? - the writing and all. I wrote 10 poems in 3 days. That, in itself, is great progress. I write a lot and embrace everyday living. I used to be a suicidal guy, but now I embrace life's meanings.
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Date: 10/12/2014 12:44:00 AM
My sister and I struggle with emotions, but we express them tremendously well online and off line. I wish to meet you in person one day...you are such a kind man. Thanks, good sir.
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Date: 10/12/2014 12:42:00 AM
Yes, an iPhone 4, but I am writing more than usual...never stopping no matter what. I just noticed that I am autistic, but I still luv myself. I misspelled love on purpose by the way. I'm making a new language because I feel like doing so. I write to inspire, not to disinspire. :) I make words on a daily basis now. Engrossing means awesome, right? Let me google it. Hehe, but I like dictionaries better because you get more diction, you know? :) It means putting your interest in one area...Ahh... okay. I learned a new word. Yay! :) Okay.

Book: Shattered Sighs