Petaluma Joke Extended Part 2 Depends On Your Own Individual Point of View

So going back to the beginning in reference to whence i started If you are asking me which 1 i think you think i am On the evidence i have just provided i choose rather to judge you on actions not your words Because sadly to me sorry is nothing more than a word i have heard and begun to confuse as a greeting said each and every morning As so if to excuse or pretend the past evening's chain of events had somehow presumably not actually occurred Whereas i am still left here merely plucking flowers whilst out on a walk to get and take in some fresh air Looking and searching for answers by means of picking petals off of flowers Asking do they they love Do they dont And what is the actual point because In the end i cant make you And dont want to if you won't As that is entirely up to you not up to me What is done and what will be is clear as day for all and sundry to see The dye is cast the stone is set debt and tax paid in full Dust has settled smoke has cleared everything and all now is at it should be and is palpably transparent Though you're words quite openly state you love me You're actions and the last petal i am left holding in this game of flowers Sadly both informs me and lets me know in no uncertain terms I am not and what i choose to think or believe in Otherwise Is totally and utterly irrelevant As you dont simply seem to apparently appear to give a damn enough About what i care about Nevermind what i actually care about Is to my deferment YOU