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Paul Beadnall My Testimony short

PAUL BEADNALL TESTIMONY. FEAR TO FAITH TO FREEDOM. I was brought up on a rough council estate 1 of 6 kids, Mam and Dad from ungodly backgrounds there was no love plenty of arguing and fighting, which locked me in fear. I was to fall into a life of crime from shoplifting at an early age. I did ok at school but was a vagabond rebel bully. i was bullied controlled dominated manipulated from a very early age the devil entered my life through a childhood incident and was under the cosh ever since. Involved in football hooliganism our firm Frontline Middlesbrough. I used to rob to have the expensive clobber and pay for the away days . I wasn`t a very good fighter and used a stanley knife, which i ended up getting 5 years prison when i was 17 for slashing a Barnsley fan. I got out of prison after doing 3 1/2 years. I was really struggling so i masked my pain with drugs after another spell in prison i premeditatated my suicide . i took 300 tablets and a bottle of brandy, i was in hospital where i died, brought back with them shockers, i was in a coma for 12 days, when i came out of the coma i was a cabbage i couldn`t walk talk feed my self, my mam moved in the hospital to help. By the grace of God i was out of there within 2 months. I was married had a kid Hannah, that disolved after 9 years, i fell back into drugs to cope and had a breakdown which had me in a mental hospital. Drugs was my comfort to cope and i was soon a crack head ,breakdown after breakdown when on the 16/10/15 my mate came to my door i broke down and he prayed for me, we went to the pub and the Holy Spirit washed me and from day on i was searching. I ended up in a church did an alpha course baptised, recieved the spirit without measure speak in tongues healing cast out demons. Today i travel the country preaching on the street i gave up my home to be as the homeless to reach into their hearts with the gifts i have been given from my trip to heaven I AM the frontrunner paving the way for the 2nd coming. Hallelujah .

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