Painting

I align my canvas. 
The paint comes after. 
Everywhere. 
My eyes go. 
Flowing and running. 
Far from home. 
In the studio. 
Far from the blue ocean. 
I use green, instead. 
Splattering. Patterns. 
Then destroying the patterns. 
Then I turn my canvas around…

When you have a mental illness.
Painting becomes the main quest. 
Trying to sleep? I have given up. 
I let my paints erupt. 
At 3:00 am, I hear the microwave beep. 
The paint starts to creep. 
Everywhere is a mess. 
I confess…

I used to align my canvas, just right. 
But now it is spinning. 
Paint comes after. 
Clean up comes after. 
Sleep comes after…

Or maybe I’ll start a new painting.
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