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I'm so double minded, sin I still despise, but like any drug 
it feels so good when you take a deep sea dive. I see right 
threw the lies but does she see threw mines, naw its 
more like deception but she could never grasp the 
concept behind my conception, how would she feel 
knowing that threw this fight inside me between spirit & 
flesh she will always come second, so the stage is set and 
truth be told I don't have any regrets because on the 
Solid Rock is the only one I could give my all, the only one 
I gave up so much of me for, but its that part of me that 
I'm still addicted...in rehab for, which is the reason I 
couldn't give you all of me anymore. Its not you its me 
yeah that's so cliçhe right, its so wrong but this is the only 
way I'll make things right...
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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