Overwhelmed By My Own Bad Focus

My goals have not been met, and yet they are truly so much further along than they were twelve days ago. I am forcing myself to concentrate on what I have accomplished, rather than what I have not. It is crazy that what I have taught children for twenty years- to focus on the good, the positives, the things you have done right, have fallen on my own deaf ears. Overwhelmed by the number of goals I have set for myself, I keep running to TV land which has given me zero percent satisfaction. I can understand children who are addicted to IPADS and TV sets better now.