Other Side

What are we waiting for as we live our lives? What are we waiting for to cross that spiritual line and see, experience, grasp the other side? It's literally just there. It's intertwined with our reality. We just don't see it. A pill, a fungus, a lick of a frog would only make us feel like we're there, but are we really there in those circumstances? Or are we just kidding ourselves? Is offing ourselves the only way to tangibly experience the other side? Seems pretty permanent. How would we live enlightened on earth without remaining in an enlightened place. Death is the only path. Is that the only way to know without a doubt that you are truly there? Why is God there and not here? We need God here in this reality not that delusion.