Orphan Separate From the World

The umbilical chord connected to the world
Has now been severed 
I'm an unwanted orphan clinging on to live
By my finger tips
I'm so weary and tired of beiing alone
I know I'll soon lose my grip'

Living life in free fall
Speeding up before I hit the ground
A useless pile of flesh and bones
Void of all remains of happiness and reason
To be me a life I never chose alone.

I only see the world through monochrome eyes
No colour do I no longer see
The world is in so much mess
Just like the life of me.

Cursed at birth my face rubbed in the dirt
The kid brainwashed beaten full of fear and lost
And so full of damn hurt
Let down again and again
Rejection my middle name
No one understands and a beast evey one hates
But can never tame.

So here I stand on the edge of the preferface 
Swaying back and forth  in the wind
Staring at the dark inviting  deep chasm below
Knowing no one can or wants to rescue me
And ready to let go
For sadness is all I know. 




Peter Dome.Copyright.2015. May.
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Mwero Avatar
May 23, 2015 at 5:32 AM
YES DOME YOUR POEM HIT ME VERY MUCH BECOZ MOST OF THE LIFE YOU HAVE DISCUSSED IS BEING SEEN IN OUR COUNTRY AFRICA
Dome Avatar
May 23, 2015 at 9:54 AM
Thank you Mwerg. so sorry to learn that about your country.In this day and age it is disgusting. we should all be equal no matter who we are or where we come from. but as you know we are not. thank you just wish we could change things for the better. take care nest wishes. Pete.
Ngoma Avatar
May 19, 2015 at 8:10 PM
Hi Pete...this is brutality in place of morality, a world full of superficiality and no place for authenticity...the pain in this piece cuts too deep...rgds, 7habang
Dome Avatar
May 20, 2015 at 4:57 AM
Thank you so much friend. and so right about the world. thank you for the seven and stopping by. my best wishes. take care. Pete.
Allison Avatar
May 19, 2015 at 11:49 AM
Oh Peter your writes get more and more deep and emotional - hope the dark clouds lift for you my friend:-( Hugs Jan xx
Dome Avatar
May 19, 2015 at 11:52 AM
Thank you dear friend. just when I think life can't get any worse, someone throws another spanner into the works. I'm in very dark place sorry. but thank yiu so much. your always so kind. take good care. best wishes. Pete.
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