Only God Can Judge Me

Only god can judge me I guess he didn’t like what he was seeing because my back is against a wall and I’m seconds from sliding down to the floor He must have gotten tired of watching me do evil things and despite the pain I feel now I know it’s because god is trying to save me. He’s trying to change me. He has laid his hands on me I’m gonna let him remove all the toxic rain drowning me So I let the tears fall as if I'm grieving a lost one I’m fighting inside to come out of this sorrow alive I know he’s watching over me No in a judgmental light god understand sometimes everyone slips under He knows sometimes they need his help to fight So I'll wait and pray I’ll know he’s forgiven me when I’m able to smile again when the pain subsides and I can finally heal I will thank Jesus for not abandoning me when I felt hopeless. It’s because of him that I rise again.