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Nothing new; nothing normal. Not much to talk about. She speaks of people I do not know. I have already told her my stories. She is my mother, yet, what do we have in common? I visit less and less often. Angry about one thing, yet I do not tell her. Figuring she should know how she wronged me. Not enjoying our visit actually. A have to. Her birthday week. Nothing new. A stilted hug good bye. She is not a hugger. She says I love you only on the phone When she cannot see me. I do not say it to her either. Two women who do not know each other. Looking back now I wish there had been more. But there wasn’t. And now there is no second chance.

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Date: 11/23/2020 3:12:00 PM
Hi Caren, You have penned such a heartfelt poem. The mother and daughter relation can be hard. My opinion is because a mom and daughter are a lot alike. However, sometimes we don't get along with family no matter how much we try. Try not to life in regret. From, what I just read, your mother loved you. Perhaps she didn't how to express it. I hope you are well- Alexis
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 11/23/2020 3:35:00 PM
She was from the old-old-old-old-stoic-do-not-show-your-emotions-no-matter-what-school.
Date: 11/23/2020 9:57:00 AM
Lost my mother and now it seems the same thing happening with my daughter and I. I am a hugger but due to health issues I refrain from it. It shouldn't be like this!
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 11/23/2020 3:36:00 PM
It is so tough now! I hugged my daughter the other day anyway. If I get the Covid it was worth it.
Date: 11/23/2020 9:17:00 AM
Oh this is sad... Im not really a hugger either..
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 11/23/2020 3:36:00 PM
That has to change Silent One. After the pandemic.
Date: 11/23/2020 6:35:00 AM
i can feel this one... my mother too has passed... isn't it funny how we don't say what we should in person, but can over the phone... my father was not much for i love you or hugs, but later in life, when he lived far away he would say it... good write... hugs
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 11/23/2020 3:36:00 PM
Thank you so much Sandra. I think we all know about this.
Date: 11/22/2020 11:05:00 PM
now there is no second chance/// this line leads me to the- "Everything is New"
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Date: 11/22/2020 6:21:00 PM
Oh dear Karen, the relationship between mother and child is always a complicated matter. I can relate to this emotion with my mom too, growing up, and into young adulthood, but I did come to terms with the anger later on in m life, she mellowed in the end and I realized, I needed to get passed the anger, but it took time, nicely written dear friend, thankyou for putting in on the line here, be well, hugs , xo
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 11/23/2020 3:37:00 PM
It does take time. It really does.
Date: 11/22/2020 4:55:00 PM
Not your fault. Hugs from me and if we were in person definitely! Love ya!
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Caren Krutsinger
Date: 11/23/2020 3:37:00 PM
Thank you Kim. I would hug you back too!

Book: Shattered Sighs