Nothing Hurts

each line i draw an elixir to my suffering being safe is a bore i give up on recovering my life, my hopes, my dreams nothing left to gain another day not clean numbing all the pain this laborious cycle of hurt life dictated by a number and my future in the dirt when i retire to endless slumber nothing hurts anymore the hollow labyrinth of my mind envelops me with every word and though i’m trying hard to find a place where my voice is heard i know my friends are worried but i couldn’t care less doctors abstract words, hurried i just need to get it off my chest i can’t do this fighting everyday no i can’t do this there must be another way so nothing hurts anymore