Notes

The notes from piano keys tap on my heart
This music reaches a sad place, a very sad place
Where tears hide and heartbeats hold painful things
My mind tries to sort out so much that hurts
Some things are stuck and rusted from the past
The rest is right here, happening right now
To acknowledge, but also to distance from
To grieve, but not get stuck in any dark hole
To keep on surviving, when that has been a theme in life
And to still know my limits, when there is much to do
To have faith in the darkness as past and present merge
I can still see, I can still be thankful and I may still rest
I watch my friend suffer and I look back on others I couldn’t save
The tears begin to fall from my flooded heart and I tell myself,
I’m cleansing once again, once again, skies will clear
I must be alright, I will be alright, peace will return again

Heidi Sands

5/5/22
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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Gentile Avatar
May 7, 2022 at 12:51 PM
Tears do cleanse Heidi! I love your opening line, it sets the perfect tone for the entire piece! Don't give up! Happy Saturday xxoo
Sands Avatar
May 7, 2022 at 6:29 PM
Yes , they do. Thank you Mike. I am happy you love the opening line and I appreciate your kind feedback. Happy Saturday :)
Wolf Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 1:24 PM
May the 'beat' go on! :) gw
Sands Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 5:04 PM
Yes, the beat will go on! Thank you Gershon. I hope you have a great evening :)
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May 6, 2022 at 11:09 AM
Heidi, your transparent heart is a beacon to all who are struggling with life challenges. Through everything, your resolve to be "alright" and your hope shine like a lantern in the darkness. Thank you for sharing this poem that is filled with fresh images. Blessings and prayers to you.
Sands Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 11:49 AM
Hi Sam . Thank you for such kind words. I appreciate it very much! I hope you have a nice day :)
M  Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 8:44 AM
Beautifully insightful and sad Heidi! Debx
Sands Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 9:56 AM
Thank you very much Deb :)
Poet Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 8:21 AM
A very well-crafted poem, Heidi. I enjoyed reading your poem. Your great imagery and wording shed more enchantment on this fine writing. Blessings
Sands Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 9:56 AM
Thank you very much for your kind words :)
Pandit Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 7:31 AM
Notes that sadden life help us refocus and lift ourselves--I like how your poem turns towards the end to uplifting spirit.
Sands Avatar
May 6, 2022 at 9:55 AM
Yes that is true Vijay. Thank you for the kind feedback :)
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