Not Sad
I can put sadness away.
The way I can dump out a glass of water and wash it, and it’s clean again.
But when I’m anxious?
Anxiety feels like I’m a villain in this world.
In a world full of heroes.
Because everything I do is evil.
Breaking a plate by dropping it on the floor…
It is pain the echos.
Like my mom’s voice that yells.
And yes, I do cry, because I’m a horrible person.
I am alone in that way.
I’m alone in my room, and the fan is spinning.
The fan would yell if it could.
I’m alone in a room that is spiraling like my fan.
I’m alone in a room and being sliced by the fan’s blades.
So yes, I do cry and that’s justified.
I was 10 years old.
Too grown to be sad.
Too alone to be sad.
Copyright © Angelica Tao | Year Posted 2023
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