Not My Friend

came thru the door, called me over ... we sat.. together for hours. why did you hold me like that? while holding me i held on too then realized i should be weary of you since you've been here before strolled thru that same door to remind me of what made me cry when i was angry or sad or could not say good-bye told me it was raining even though the sun was out what would the next lie be about? that no one wanted me around? that no one but you would be down? came in like my pal, my homie so i'd isolate myself and be lonely is there life after loss? who made you boss? came in, decided my mood... invading my feelings, my thoughts, how rude! wanted me to meet your brother nah, buddy! this relationship is so over! your hugs are not needed you've just been defeated get off my couch, get out of my life i can't go on with all this pain and strife wanting so much more for myself my Father's love is my wealth depression, this has got to end because i've discovered that you are not my friend.