Not a Child

I don't remember happy things that made me laugh with joy.
Like catching frogs and climbing trees like a proper little boy.

Walking around in broken shoes and dirty clothes that smelt 
Going to bed with no food and beatings with a belt
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Parents that would drink and be gone all weekend. 
Having to play make-believe because I didn't have any friends 

And when Christmas came no smiles and happy noise 
Money spent on getting drunk not getting any toys.

I got used to this way of life because that is how it was meant to be 
I wonder what life would have been like with a different family.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Rolland Avatar
May 31, 2023 at 11:20 PM
this is sad, indeed, and unfair, thanks for the touching words
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