Nostalgia

What should I do? Where am I supposed to go? Because I am lost And don't know which path to take My future is getting murky And I can't see what I want for myself anymore, It feels like the void And my vision is gone, Not able to see what The future could have in hold And the good times of the past Is all I can view, The times I wish I Could go back to And compare life to now But the present isn't Near as great as the past, Maybe it's because I Put those memories on a pedestal But I can't help how My brain thinks like this And gets me down By thinking how I want Life to be, but it isn't And so disappointment follows, Expectations broken As mind is also broken Written on March 23, 2021