No One Knows

i try so hard to be happy just to smile with pride but something inside me keeps holding me down i fight and fight everyday, kicking and screaming, stressing myself out but who KNOWS, who cares, NO ONE sees the pain i go thru, NO ONE it's become a habit just to be mad all the time i can't smile, my heart is in pain bleeding the blood of murder disasters all around me but NO ONE to hold and protect me the devil attacks me from every side each and everyday it hurts so bad, and it's killin me inside but NO ONE KNOWS, NO ONE understands