Nineteen

Ever wondered why nineteen I think that’s when I realized I’m not clean I do not know what makes me really low My life becomes like the ocean My mental health is set in motion Every man has touched My life now is smutched Ever wondered why nineteen Did I inherit that bad gene My emotions is like the tide Piece of me already died Why does it come back now I thought I already took that bow Again all that pain My soul is really taking so much strain Ever wondered why nineteen I don’t want to be that queen Did I really allow Robert For him it was all a concert Forceful entry, back and front It was no more a treasure hunt Blood and pain For him it was all a game. Ever wondered why nineteen It is mentally unforeseen