Mythologized Sun Child Persona Incarnate

Mythologized sun child persona incarnate Self actualization materialized like ghost that came back to haunt me! Figurative silver lining gleaned from hyperawareness encompassing great proportion of my existence. Agonizing enlightenment points to realization sweeping across avast arc (nemesis) analogous as dark shadows from outer limits of twilight zone. Plethora psychological woes (cleaving corporeal essence of yours truly unabated since birth till present) came into stark focus, perhaps in combination with mortality, mental health counseling, and meditation. Early onset disabling anxiety undermined joie de vivre! Samson reborn within brand name garden variety twenty first century *****sapien hirsute trademark characteristic electrified, empowered, enamored mirrored reflection validated once substantial flowing luscious tresses (now thinly considerably, though male pattern hair loss not dominant, justifiable to declare casus belli – ha) superseded body, mind, and spirit triage prioritized as most significant constituent essence passively potently, pronouncedly exemplified analogous to declaration of independence against parental United Kingdom first impression evoked heavy metal musician, this then skinny prepubescent lad who doth sing a poor Auld Lang Syne tune easily mistaken androgynous long haired pencil necked geek weathered cruel barbs harriedly styled swiftly tailored disproportionately relegated hirsute feature length non "FAKE" real McCoy adorning all important then Hatfield resident effectively far fetched gloating prized hair him, despite primitive diatribes courtesy loving "mom," she did vociferously inveigh vouchsafed to schtup ample legal tender, all to no avail then authoritarian, militarian née totalitarian tactics resorted, I lacked chutzpah to vent anger, plus self confidence to vamoose voluntarily negligible, unnecessary insufferable expletives out the mouth of she..., who birthed sole son passively resistantly intractable demure, meek, resilient... even decades later vicious verbal lashings brutal browbeating still affect me analogous black barbs (as if shot from a beebee gun) digging deep into psyche diminution allotted thinning hair absent male pattern baldness..., I surmise to attribute senescence as the culprit, hence endless search for the fountain of youth.