My Un-Apologetic Apology

I HATE BEING WRONG, BUT EVEN WHEN I'M WRONG, I COULD'VE BEEN RIGHT! ONLY IF THE SITUATION WOULD'VE HAD THE RIGHT WRONG PRESENTATION, I WOULD'VE HAD ALL JUSTIFICATION FOR MY DRAMATIC EXPLANATION! MY APOLOGIES FOR PULLING OUT THE DRAMATIC EFFECTS, FOR SOMETHING THAT SHOULD HAVE ONLY CONTAINED BACKGROUND EFFECTS. NEVER INTENDED OR THOUGHT ABOUT THE SIDE EFFECTS. SO WHERE DO I BEGIN? HOW DO I FIX MY LIPS & GATHER MY THOUGHTS; IN AN ATTEMPT FOR WHAT WOULD, SHOULD & COULD BE MY APOLOGY? WHEN I MYSELF CANT RECALL A TIME OTHER THAN THIS, WHERE MY APOLOGY SHOULDN'T BE CONSIDERED, LET ALONE ACCEPTED! I WOULDN'T DARE REQUEST NOR SUGGEST THAT SHE NOR ANYONE ELSE, ACCEPT WHAT SHOULD BE MY APOLOGY. BUT I AM, UN-APOLOGETICALLY, ACKNOWLEDGING & ACCEPTING THE FACT THAT I MESSED UP & I WAS SO WRONG! I'MA OWN THAT. AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO EVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN; BUT I WASN'T GONNA ALLOW THEM TO WALK ANOTHER DAY.. CARRYING THAT. I DID THAT, I OWN THAT. NOW HOPEFULLY, THEY'LL ALLOW ME TO RELIEVE THE PRESSURE OFF THEIR BACKS.