My tears follow when I see you dad

I've been just away for two days. When I see mom my smile shows. But when I see you standing there with the suitcase I use to drive on and the hat you told me you loved to wear. My heart dropped. My skin was warm. I felt my eyes starting to sweat. And it was christmas eve. I guess ever since before 11years, when I and big sis needed to stay outside, because we didn't hear mom telling us to come eat. For punishment we waited at 10 outside. It was thundering, I don't like thunder. My socks were full of Sand and my eyes. It was cold on the bank full of stones. My teeth clattered. ,,hey, come inside it's cold", you hand pulled slightley my ear, ,,come inside, mom was just mad" *shhhhhhhhhhtt* Here, take a warm bath then.