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My Slam 2 Me (How Pd's Should Have Been, But Pd's Too Weak)

BILLYtheKidster, BILLYtheCryBaby, BILLY, the pathetic loser that is he. So you lost your oldest son to someone driving while drunk and now you sit around appearing so sad, just to attract attention from everyone. Pretending to still be in mourning the loss of your son you've managed to seduce many women. To think this young man once called you DaD. You Do Not Deserve Such A Son! and your other son, the surviving one? theKidster drove his son into the incurable mental disorder known as schizophrenia everyone. This child's suffering never ends What does theKidster do? theKidster abandons. theKidster puts his so called loved son into an institution and now never pays a single so called DaD Moment with him. theKidster has driven his son possibly into permanent vegetation. The child is now an adult. Not once has Kidster visited him. You drove him to this and then you abandon him. You're the lowest of the lowest Kidster. You're beneath being humane, and Kidster, what about all of those great women who tried to help you? How did you show towards them your attitude? More times than none you were ungrateful and rude So many women loved you and you let them all down. You are a true SKUmkBAG Cleator. You take the crown. These women are now dead that you claimed to love, but you never loved any of them, with you it was always lust never love. All they ever wanted was to make you happy and you smacked them in their face. You deserve to go to hell Kidster. You're a human disgrace. Your so called best Friend Sonny killed himself. Suicide wasn't it? You pretended to mourn, but you really didn't give two bits. If you truly had given a true thought to your so called best friend you would have taken the time to speak with him and find out what was troubling him, but no, like all the others you too abandoned him. You left Sonny feeling as if he truly had no one, so his life he did end, and you claim still to this day that Sonny's your long missed friend. You are the lowest of hypocrites Kidster and like all true hypocrites, I know how your life will end. All bets are open everyone, I'm giving great odds on this one I'm betting that when the Kidster, alone, miserable comes to see what he has truly done theKidster will one night blow his own brains out, with his own finger triggering the gun. and then all of our dealings with the Kidster will all be done. God Riddance BILLYtheKidster. Rest In Eternal Torment! C'mon, Join Me Everyone!

Copyright © | Year Posted 2010




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Date: 6/9/2010 10:26:00 AM
This is why your poetry is a crime you are not suppose to slam your self. ...-=...-=..-= a little cheer me up for myself. Did you see all the things your little p.d. wrote in Amy's contest.. So far so good.****kaboom*** your POET DESTROYER friend was here :-)
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Date: 5/24/2010 8:35:00 PM
GOOD HUMOR BILLY MISS READING YOU OUT BILLY-POOH. NICE TO SEE U CAN STAND ON YOUR FEET NO MATTER WHAT IS THROWN 2 U . I AM SURE IT TAKES MORE THAN A WOMEN LIKE P.D. TO TAKE U DOWN. EVEN IF SHE HAD THE GOODS ON U I AM SURE SHE IS NOT COLD HEARTED. YOU ARE A WILD ONE BILLY,,LOVE YA SKATTY-POO...
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Date: 5/17/2010 2:32:00 PM
Very Nice Slam Mr.theKidster! I guess we all gotta beat up on ourselves sometimes! lol XD
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Date: 5/16/2010 12:39:00 PM
Don't you dare ever apologize to me about anything Amy Green. There isn't anything to apologize for anyway. Ya know what I mean? Besides, you can never do wrong in my eyes yoy see, because you are now and always will be, My Favorite Amy. theKidster, Billy, aka me.
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Date: 5/16/2010 12:14:00 PM
Sorry 'bout that Billy, thought you only had one. Love you, Kid.
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Date: 5/15/2010 6:08:00 PM
Sticks and stones may break my bones but only Bad Actions NEVER Bad Words will ever do a friggin thing to me. That's all I'm trying to say in My SLAM 2 Me. If someone else were to have sent the above to me and I knew it was sent in fun, I'd laugh and not take it personally. It someone else sent me the above maliciously, I'd still laugh, but I'd be laughing at the individual's stupidity. In other words No Words Can Ever Effect Me. Hurtful things to others is what only truly offends me. theKidster
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Date: 5/15/2010 12:17:00 PM
Actually Amy, I have two dead sons, one whose cremated and one who's a vegetable in a mental asylum....the latter sometimes comes out of it though. That's when I visit with him at the mental institution. If I'm in between jobs, I'll sign him out and bring him home with me and spend quality DaD and son Time with him, but if he begins to regress, or if I must return to work, then I must commit him once again into the mental institution. He's currently a vegetable, so I don't visit him. theKidsterB
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Date: 5/15/2010 11:40:00 AM
Billy, you told me your son was dead... wtf?
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Date: 5/15/2010 9:12:00 AM
I visit with my son Carolyn, but only when he has one foot in our reality and one foot in the reality created by him. I refuse to visit him however when he regress back into states if vegetation. Such visits would accomplish nothing but sink me deeper into my already eternal dark depression. When he has one foot in his and our reality, I sign him out of the hospital, then he lives with me, but only when I'm in between jobs. He needs 24hr supervision constantly. Thanks 4 your offer CD my sweet. B
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Date: 5/15/2010 7:26:00 AM
You are being hard not only on yourself, Bill, but also on your son. Wish you could spend some time with him. And I don't think you'd still be thinking about Sonny if you didn't care. It sounds like you could benefit from talking to someone. Let me know if you'd like me to give you a call. Wish you could see the kindness and compassion that I know are in your heart. Love, Carolyn
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Date: 5/15/2010 6:48:00 AM
All I'm saying Nathan is "Sticks and stones may break my bones but such words as the above, if ever were to be thrown at me, I would never take it personally if in fun it was thrown to me. If the above was slamed to me maliciously, I would simply laugh at the individual's stupidity. That's all I'm trying to get across with the above SLAM 2 Me. theKidster
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Date: 5/15/2010 3:48:00 AM
I wrote the above simply to show what I believe how a true honest slam should read. Most seem to be misinterpriting it. Yet it inspired Caroline to express some very wise words to share with all who may read the above and also truly feel the above. If such ever happens, I'm sure that caroline's words will help them.
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Date: 5/15/2010 2:57:00 AM
I wish I could literally get a hold of you Amy, but you're a happily married woman...lol
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Date: 5/15/2010 1:47:00 AM
No one seems to get this. I slammed myself to show what I believe a true slam shoud be. Vicious and unmerciful but taken in fun. As far as visiting with my mentally ill son, he's currently in a vegetative state and doesn't recognize me. Ar far as me putting a gun to my head? I know of much more painless ways to go, besides I never consider suicide. I'm not that brave.l
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Date: 5/14/2010 5:25:00 PM
His son is dead. He can't visit him. Billy- quit the bullsh**. Quit acting like a fool. e mail me if you need to talk. The slumps work out and you know this. You are in a depressive slump. Do anything stupid and I am going to have to come to NY and kick you arse. Think I am kidding? Love you, Kid. Get a hold of me...
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Date: 5/14/2010 4:07:00 PM
So go see your son, as often as you can. Send an appology to those you hurt, play games with him, take him out on a walk, etc. and see unexpected things happening. But being a defeatist is poorer than the poorest people on earth. Thanks for sharing so honestly. It is thought provoking and I hope I haven't overstepped my boundaries with these comments. It is meant as a motivational support. Best wishes, Caroline.
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Date: 5/14/2010 4:00:00 PM
This would be the most pathetic ending to a life, your own condemnation to eternal torment, as if that's the only thing you deserve, so be it. My question is, are you sorry, or are you a defeatist? Face who we are, good and/or bad, is only the beginning of new life. And it goes for everyone, including me. We all have done wrongs in our life, but as long as we have life, a new day is a chance to make things right or take a new direction and recharge the heart with the will to give...
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Date: 5/14/2010 11:02:00 AM
Damn, I think I just CRUSHED myself.
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