My Response To Rumi
I’ve been craving this madness-
searching for ways to become the
woman I God intended me to be.
Before time was invented I longed for strange
interactions and concrete answers.
But nothing was worse…than the disease of thirst-
I laid on my bed hoping for redemption.
A healing…a way to release my desires without
causing heartbreak.
If I too become the sickness that surrounds my
essence then I too have fallen into the pit of
destruction.
Feeding, searching and seeking miracles to
give me a sense of security.
I’ve been full of disease for way too long and
in the end my illness will break me for good.
Seize me-
Break me-
Somehow make me...
healthy enough for healing.
When I faced acceptance that I may be the only
one who needed good council to survive, I then
realized I was at fault with this anomaly.
I have died too young and searched far too wide-
Now I lay in a lonely grave where beauty should
have prevailed.
I watch from above and see how I should have
starved for something else.
Something that would ease my troubled soul.
But here I am-
A sacrificed lamb-
Left in death with no one to call my own.
I too desired healing-
I too fell ill-
I too believed in redemption-
I too lived in hell.
"If you desire healing,
let yourself fall ill
let yourself fall ill."
- Jalaluddin Rumi
December 20, 2016
Copyright © Lu Loo | Year Posted 2016
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