My Precious Children

I feel sometimes I've truly lost my way Sometimes it's hard to make it through the day When I have the chance to sit and think I stare ahead and never stop to blink My heart is loudly crying out for you My soul is crying out for love so true I don't know how I've made it this long I don't know how I've stayed so strong I guess I am awaiting the day When all of my pain will go away It has been so hard without you by my side Losing you took away all of my pride You are a part of me, a piece of my soul And until you find me, I will never be whole I am so sorry that I let you go And I hope one day that you will know That all I wanted was the best for you Even though it has torn my world in two The only reason I am still alive Is the hope that you will be by my side I want you to know wherever you are That even if the distance is far You are always here in my heart and soul And that I'm leaving this in Gods control One day he will send you back to me One day my heart will again be free My love for you will never end When you are back, my heart will mend Just know a mothers love is forever Even if we are not together Deepest Love, Mom