My Poison

I am being killed. Not by a disease, but by my own poison. This is for you, it is supposed to kill you but instead I'm dying. How can this be? What have you done? I thought i am tough, but it i wasn't. You are stronger than me, you can handle what i can't handle. You are immune, you are numb, or did you just switch our cups? Whatever it is, i am giving myself up, i am submitting to the pain, i can't take it but there are no other option. I have to endure until the very end, because antidote wasn't prepared. Don't help me, i don't need you. Please go, this will end soon. Don't look back and move forward, for this is my fault. I won't drag you into this because i tried to kill you to avoid your love.