My Phobia

I have had a thing about knives since childhood.
No idea why but they terrify me; I am never able to hold one
Without dropping it 
feeling a slow steady hand 
coaxing one to 
easily and gladly slice my throat 

I never watched horror movies, for I grew up in the sixties
When Vincent Price was the only scary guy
In black and white he was not terrifying
Just someone sinister worth shrieking about for a second.

My husband noticed right away 
because I refused to have knives in the house
We have been married almost fifty years; I still do not like them.
I shudder as I walk past the knife block on the counter
Which he talked me into after forty two years of marriage

Every time I pass these knives I feel my throat
being cut swiftly across and I hear a diabolical laugh.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Hardison Avatar
May 19, 2020 at 8:02 PM
Your phobia are hard too cut through but can be dulled. (pun?) Mine is of falling from any height over my head. Found Love like that times. Peace, Love and Joy (Thanks much for many readings of my poems and your many uplifting comments).
Krutsinger Avatar
May 19, 2020 at 8:04 PM
Thank you so much John.
Rockk-Fiordelisi Avatar
May 19, 2020 at 5:00 PM
Love this one. Thank you for your comment on Love in the Night, BTW I will be adding music to it very soon. Keep up your great work.
Krutsinger Avatar
May 19, 2020 at 8:05 PM
Thank you my friend.
Islam Avatar
May 19, 2020 at 4:13 PM
A shining piece of art. Great work to read Gina. I like the flow of it!
Krutsinger Avatar
May 19, 2020 at 4:59 PM
Thank you Lure Pot.
Mcintosh Avatar
May 18, 2020 at 7:55 PM
Wow. Spooky … Love and prayers sent your way dear friend, ~ Gina
Krutsinger Avatar
May 19, 2020 at 1:02 AM
Thank you Gina. Hope you are safe.
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