My Personal Horror Movie

Feeling like Mac Miller should I pick a DVD Or keep telling them leave me be The stress is overwhelming, and I think it would be easier just to end it all And then I think about everyone who I would be leaving or letting them fall I feel bad and guilty which makes me want to keep going But what about what I want Seems to feel like Texas when it's snowing Non-existent That's how I feel sometimes or if I left that it wouldn't be that big of a difference So, kill me now because some days I don't have the strength to do it myself Other days I get a right turn away from going to heaven early These are the thoughts in my head this Sunday morning And I wish it was raining so I could go outside and walk in God's tears And wipe all the bad thoughts away for another moment Another day Another tomorrow I will love my battle with depression Embrace this counseling session listening to ascension Continuing to move to the next mission p.s. living is worth it, but you have to keep breathing to see what's next...