My Negativity My Biggest Enemy

My negativity, my biggest enemy. I'm a complete waste of space, A confirmed certified disgrace, Im not good enough for existence, I'm a failure and dont deserve subsistence, It's like a commentary the constantly repeats, Negative thoughts that never misses a beat, A broken record whirling within my messed up mind, Words thought so malicious and maligned, I'm nothing but a failure who's going nowhere, I'm a waste of breath oxygen and God's gracious air, These thoughts and feelings are impossible to bear, Misery breeds contempt with in my mind, Meaning happiness is not easy to locate or find, My mind's filled with nothing but intangible toxic venom, I predict my mind will soon face is very own Armageddon, Arguing with my angel and devil on my shoulder, Its apparent my mind is losing its composure, My broken mothership is under mutiny I've lost control and and on route to lunacy, I'm a disappointment to everyone around me, There in despair fuelled by a distaste towards me, I've changed I've lost that zest that made me quirky Because of these negative negative thoughts that haunt me, My mind is my enemy, and one that I battle daily, And although I fight like a sordid knight against it bravely, It's army constantly destroys me, Not even God's grace can save me against my own negativity, Only I can destroy this enemy with the power of positivity