My Loving Dad

This subject is very very sad, This is a poem about my dad, My dad is the greatest most laid back man, And he means the world to me, He's the man that has been here since day one, Even when I'm sad he can make me happy, Ever since we found out he has cancer, It's been just non stop questions and no answers, To me this just isn't fair, I mean how does he only have a year, I don't know what I'm going to do when it comes the day, Where he has to leave and he cant stay, That will be the day my heart officially breaks, But this time it wont heal, There will always be a hole that can never be filled, I know I'm grown, But i still need my daddy, Because no matter what I'm still a big baby, I'm not ready to go to my parents, And there be nothing there but his presence, I'm kind of worried about my mom she's going to be alone, After that her heart is really going to go cold, I'm going to try to comfort her the best i can, But I'm going to have to be extra strong, Because i don't know how I'm going to react, Its not going to be very nice, Because i know I'm going to want to also die, How am i supposed to live my life, How am i supposed to raise my child, I want my dad to be a part of it, But of course we are to busy worrying about this, I love you daddy, Your going to make it I know this... My dad passed a couple months later... This is for u daddy... we love you