My Life the Lie'The Long Dream Short Changed

she just put on a mask looked me in the eyes said I love you went out went shopping made dinner washed dishes went to bed had sex didn't hugged kissed fought cried said I love you for a decade behind my back in front of the world took off the mask looked them in the eyes she lied all that time a constant 24/7 lie a decade we had a home we lived a normal life bbq'd watched movies cuddled laughed played cried were scared to death together made it thru together all the while a secrete life and I had none I have nothing I’m the product of nothing everything I have believed -a lie everything I felt -a lie every kiss every night every morning every hardship every paycheck every dinner every dish washed every lazy day together every time my heart felt full was a lie every goddamn I love you was a lie